Queening isn't easy

As women especially women of color we have been condition to 

1. Show no fear
2. Show no pain
3. Be the "Do All or Fix All"
4. You have to be strong at all times for the family

But what would you say if I told you this isn't how it was meant to be! although we don't have a choice or say in the matter.  and some of us are forced to live in this reality.  What I have realized recently, that you (me & I) will eventually lose those super powers and realize that you are one human woman.  Only my family members and a few close friends know the situation that I have been battling for the past 2-3 years.  I literally feel like I am at a breaking point, but I can't break because if I have bills to pay, people to take care of , businesses to run and I still have to smile and be happy.  

I stay in prayer,  try to manage my emotions and work hard not to stay afloat, but to advance regardless of what is going on.